Patterns in the Chaos Lyrics

If you could feel this
You'd realize there is no control
Twisted and formless
It's everything and nothing at all
It's part of me
Regardless of my need to hide it
In my eyes, you'll see that I'm already gone

We spend our lives afraid
Confide in fairytale faith
We seek patterns in the chaos
You don't want the truth

We cling to life
Desperate for some validation
So contrived
An exercise in vanity
To question why
We even existed in the first fucking place
A cosmic lie
We tell ourselves everyday
I don't deny you need your faith
Just leave me out

Procrastination is a lifestyle fitting for you
Fall on your sword
Your blind devotion is a crutch that you cling to
Educate the feeble mind
There is no God
Just a construct that's keeping you blind
Dig beneath and you will find
What you want is not what I want