Beyond the Landscape of Dreaming Mind Lyrics

In trying to search
For the calm of sleeping
In hope for a while
A moment of blind illusion
What I saw beyond my eyes
What I've found instead of dreams
It's terrible to trust
That in this bloody horror
I saw the truth about life
Dark chamber was what I saw
Drowning in the blazing swarth
Black smoke of nothingness
Above the desert behind me
Black rain, weeping across
The emptiness around me
Black wind of unbelief
In darkness before me
If it was just a dream...
Vision where I've found
All sources of despair
All doubts that kill my mind
Then I touched something
I want to forget
Then I reached something I must remember
Forever!
If this is a dream of reality
Then I curse the chamber
Looking like a grave
Why I must scream into dust
If I would like to fly above the stars
And bad dreams always
I must call the life
Where the most beautiful things
Hurt worse than the knives
So where the future burns
And what I'll find in this ash
If this dream wasn't just a lie