From Odium and Disease Lyrics

With blear eyes
I take a look behind
seeking for the fountain
that kept me going on

And every single night
demons haunting me
as I gaze into the abyss
to make it part of me

Benumbed senses
delusion of the deprivation
spiritual disease
hasting towards unknown ends

And pain is growing silently
regerminating in my chest
driven deep into my heart
the thorn that tears apart

Concealed the look forward
blinded by a narrow world
embarrassing it seems
into the void I hurl

In concentric circles lost
never to reach the medium
I stumble and I fall
empowered by my odium

Merciless unending nights
forsaking peace of mind