The Abhorrent Lyrics

The face in the mirror, it stares at me with disdain
Disdain and pure hate, an image I no longer know
A memory that just won't go away
Weakness is all that I see
A child with little understanding
I am reborn today, I hate what I've become
Detest the name that I've known
Let me kill you and start again
Let me go and never return

Scream as I say your name run away
Listen to me as I speak your name try and stay
Scream as I say your name run away
Listen to me as I speak your name try and stay

A representation of a life now gone naive and confused
I'm wiser now and know not to let them in
I'm wise enough to turn my back and run away
You cannot read the words that lay before your face
You choose to read between the lines
Lines that don't exist
All the things you think you are
But a farce of lies and deceit that you yourself
To shield what lies beneath
Why is honesty so hard to accept
Why are the words held with such regret
Why is this life so hard to forget
I hate what I've become
I detest the name that I've known
Let me kill you and start again
Let me go and never return