Vague Recollection Lyrics

As her shell was devoured by darkness,
a silent whimper remains in the air.
As her body burned out like water on hot stones,
I had a long overdue epiphany.


Mesmerized by her face when she smiled her kind grace
feelings stuck and laced redefined but so displaced
Impressions of a marvelous girl blurry thoughts unfurl
feeling stuck in a swirl my heart has become a black pearl


Dream or hallucinosis
tearing my condition day by day
mental devastation
pollutes my fantasy and slowed it as clay


A phantom pain of needles driven into my eyes
I am lowering my head realizing her demise


As I thought of salvation from being forsaken
under an obligation to pursue and find truth
I passed all obstacles that stood in my way
to annihilate this suppressing wrong faith


Fully
Mesmerized by her face when she smiled her kind grace
feelings stuck and laced redefined but so displaced
Impressions of a marvelous girl
blurry thoughts unfurl feeling stuck in a swirl


This is a conjecture the last bastion to reconsider
all of my nerves are quite frayed so lost in a baffled way
In Search for Susanna in a haphazard manner
my final soul dissection a vague recollection


This is a conjecture the last bastion to reconsider
many alternatives to contemplate
so that this goddamn duality incarnates