I Am the Abyss Lyrics

Trapped in my own reality
Where the walls are closing in
And every through burns
like a thousand fires
I close my eyes, I close my mind

Suffocated by my own insanity
Forever lost in my own despair
Hiding in the shadows of my shame
These voices are now my life

I am afraid of my self
I'm afraid what I will do
Harm will come to be
Self-inflicted and spiteful

This journey is non but my own
In solitude I will wander
Always afraid
Always close to death
Drowning, and I can't reach the surface
Drowning in my own demise

I have reached the end of the line
I have nothing left to give
On weak legs I carry on
I am closer to death than ever

Has it all been real?
Or is it just my morbid fantasy
Did I really suffer this fate?
Or am I stuck in darkness
In this nightmare I created
I closed everyone off
And nothing could ever reach me
I feel like burning,
I feel like I am the abyss