Shrine to Sorrow

I'm sitting at the bottom
Of this ocean of shame
Scared to death
So alone
I've got no one to blame

My god
Why am I here?
A burden of breathe
Fucked and waiting for death
Nothingness to complement my barren soul
Oh this is my Shrine to Sorrow

I just want to die
Numb the pain
Sleep until there's nothing left
It'll go away
I want to die
Numb the pain
Sleep until there's nothing left
It'll go away

Lost to my own mind
Drowned by the weight of my insecurities
Trapped in my own hell
My shrine to sorrow
I want to fade away
Accept the empty complacency
Fall in a peaceful void
With screams of better days

My god
Why am I here?
A burden of breathe
Fucked and waiting for death
Nothingness to complement my barren soul
Oh this is my Shrine to Sorrow

I guess
That I can't see myself
As anything worth keeping
I am nothing
So fucking worthless I'd rot in hell
But this won't bury me alive

Lost in the hate
And self deprecation
Empty fucking souls
So stale and so mundane
In the face of existence
Lost in the hate

Shrine to Sorrow

Lost to my own mind
Drowned by the weight of my insecurities
Trapped in my own hell
My shrine to sorrow
I want to fade away
Accept the empty complacency
Fall in a peaceful void
With screams of better days

My god
Why am I here?
A burden of breathe
Fucked and waiting for death
Nothingness to complement my barren soul
Oh this is my Shrine to Sorrow

I feel
That I can't be myself
Or anyone worth saving
I am nothing
So fucking worthless I'd rot in hell
But this won't bury me alive

What's the fucking point?
Trapped in my own hell
Just so fucked in the head
So what's the fucking point?

Fuck