Running Out the Black July Lyrics

These eyes have been searching for a reason
To carry on with a broken heart
These feet these feet have been running in circle
Where my mind is giving in

Through the years I learned to be strong
Through the years I walked the path was fuckin' long
But for second you destroy everything
Just for second you made me so weak

Chained in your shell you wasted all away
Angry, full of hate I wait the judgment day
Here deep in me the pain is taking shape
Here deep in me the rage is taking shape

You made this haven disappear
You forced the stars to suicide
Now the hope is turned to fear
My heart is not beating inside

How much times I wanted tomorrow to be yesterday
Or a little pray today to be a better day
The life throws us all like the wind throws the leaf
No one stays forever people always leave

You made this haven disappear
You forced the stars to suicide
Now the hope is turned to fear
My heart is not beating inside

No one can give me back the wasted years
No one can heal the pain and dry my tears
But everything I ever wanted now is in my hands
'Cause I was strong enough to stand up and turn the page
So...
Don't talk just shut up bitch
See the love that you'll never reach
You know what's the price you'll pay
Just go away
Stay away from me
You fuckin' bitch

I looked up in the new life
And the new life burned my eyes
Tearing apart my heart
Forced my dreams to suicide

I don't need your new life
I don't need your reasons to live
I don't need your way to feel alive
It's so much more than I can give
I rip my eyes now I can see it all
And I cut my heart out there's nothing else to spall

I've lost all to find something better, better than you
And everything I've ever wanted now is in my hands
So stay away from me