Whispering Insomnia Lyrics

WHISPERING INSOMNIA

They think they eradicate their impact on the things that make me fail
Another useless trial on facing another day
How are my defects fixed if I can't exclude their faces away
This erratic puzzle I cannot solve today

And as I walk around all the thoughts are brought back to my mind
I can't ignore I feel why the fuck I've been so blind
No direct accusations but silent threats connected to no one
This obstinate depravity inside is what I have become

"I am now asleep, yet awake in a sense
Gazing at the gate to another difference
The portal opens, revealing a new dimension
But I turn away - there's so much I have left undone"

Now that I have closed the gate that would grant me another way:
To relinquish my entity and embrace nothing I could serve today
There is only another option I have outruled ever since day one
I have to snave some closure on matters I never though to be done