Imperative Imperceptible Impulse Lyrics

Consider the sacrifice
in its recurring repetition,
many awkward dreams
have been replayed.

faith does not scare me
for the walled edge
melted long time ago.
The sky will not stay still.

Still,
I'm in the clockless limbo,
my kingdom is not yet
my kingdom is no more

Still, I'm riding a wave,
I am its sharp bias
standing between absence
and exaggerate existence.

Why do I need
to hurt myself
to feel
free?

I see through my lies now
for once my mind is clear
the clouds and their shadows
are my silent witnesses.

As I stand above my own grave
my eyes are lifeless in despair,
my hearth implodes at every beat,
I am falling apart from the inside.

Every breath I inhale is fire
every breath I exhale is void.
how could I not regenerate?
How could I not be again?

Why do I need to die to feel alive?
I'm the impassive self imposer.

be my guest, feel safe and free
to estimate my self esteem, itself.
Of course another incarnation will
justify the sacrifice loop.

Behold, the true self
is an estranged dream,
since free will blends
with conservation instincts.

Behold, the true self
is in the clockless limbo
where feedback is misleading
and focus does not help.

Since I am and I am not
I can be and be no more.