Terminal Lyrics

I resign to apathy, 
observing life passing by without me. 
Empty heart, thoughts full of questions, 
you hide the truth in your silence. 

Don't want this to pass, 
don't want to move on. 
I'll suffer as long as I have to, 
can't forget and don't want to. 

Without your presence 
I fade a bit more each day, resigning... 

Endless hours, slowly numbing me, 
lying awake, yet not tired, 
(although) I long for sleep to free me. 

There's so much pain in silence. 
I am invisible, like air. 
Dreamless sleep free me from 
the longing I hide inside, the misery. 

Without your presence I fade a bit more each day, resigning... 

This is not killing me, as I'm already dead (inside). 
It's the nails to my coffin and the hole in the ground. 

You were the light that made me see the bright colours. 
Now all's dark, this is terminal life.