Chemical Demise Lyrics

I Surrender this dimension
And I fight this inner war
I don't think twice about it,
It' s an irresistible desire.

She cradles me nicely into oblivion,
Anguish and despair merge.
This is a fatal attraction
Which you cannot escape.

Extreme aloofness to everything
Unsuitable and without dread
Now my lonely bit
I detect that demise is near

Chemically produced in laboratory
Useful tool for suicide
Body irreparably damaged,
Mind dominated by the substance

Extreme aloofness to everything
Unsuitable and without dread
Now my lonely bit
I detect that demise is near

Sedated, anesthetized, immobilized,
Numb, sensory functions disrupted
Momentary weal generated only
From a loss of consciousness.

Nihilism that is expressed
Through destruction,
Annihilation of themselves.
The only manner to flee
From an actuality that's not mine.
Masochism pushed up to obsession
For a warm and toxic contentment.
Compared to nature's gifts

This is true synthetic shit
Not lethal weapons,
But means to overcome difficulties.
Put the sword into the sheath
Although nothing can sustain you,
Learn from my lapses,
So that my case will be an example.
Abstinence, Research,
Ecstasy, again ...
Wretchedness, Despair,
Better than an orgasm.

Sudden alternations
Of climbs and descents

The scream of consciousness doesn't reach me
Being an hanger-on has transformed me
The last person to be trusted
Perfect days follow each other
In a spiral of decline
While I brighten up with darkness
Snuff the mold of the arteries