Cold Morning Fears Lyrics

Like Shiva in the circle of Samsara
In halo of nails I dance
Phantoms, flowing through my veins
I wander through the maze
Of intoxicated mind

The elixir from the land of peace
In my unconsciousness I search for release
I cross the portals of insight
To escape the poison of life

Choking with phantoms of happiness
I touch both heaven and hell
And the world takes off all of its masks

Suspended in the state of neither-neither
I swim through the streams of oneiric magick
My body shivers
My feet, my hands - cold as the dead
The beat of my heart accelerates
My mind, deformed by psychoactive phlegm
Twisted images appear
Bursting out of my head

Like fragments of the world
Through this flesh of god
Like splinters of glass
Through this flesh of mine

Worms of despair are crawling
Across my orbit
New world order
To forget here and now
Mine alone to claim

My nostrils are burning with its bitter taste
The world has renounced its claims
This is me on the plinth of euphoria
The twins are closed
Third one - opened wide

Free of expectations
Free of illusions of better tomorrow
I put my universe in a pill
To traverse the other dimensions
To wander through the darkest corners of consciousness
To integrate my self with this twisted projection of existence

Cosmos in my hands
Pocket size of the universe of mine
Pupils enlarged and hastened breath
Terrifying laughter and utter fear
Life and death restrained

This is the nightmare's beginning
This is the nightmare's end

The closer to the end, the more I'm afraid
Life and death - manifesting themselves
The closer to the end, the more I'm afraid
Blood and tears
Cold morning fears