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The clouds within my mind are growing darker still.
And every passing second I slip further away.
Giving into the painful pleasures I fear but yet I seek,
Control will soon be lost as I slip closer to REVENGE.

You think of me as a lamb, no threat to you.
You see me often and you wonder what I think.
Well all things dark will come to light or so they say.
But this darkness deep within me can destroy, and soon it will.

I burn with anger when I think of you,
yet smile and dream of unleashing my hatred.
The rage and the bloodshed, the way you will die,
by my hand and how I will laugh.
Stare into your dying eyes and hear you
beg and repent and how that will only feed the fire.
And how I'll tell you that now you will die.
I won't forgive not forget.
But I'll live my life better now that I,
have made the world better by ending your worthless existence.

Now I know my future's decided.
My fate to cleanse my past of disease.
And how I will change the world again and again.
For you are just the first of those to feel my revenge.