A Bitter Tongue Lyrics

"My complaint is bitter again today.
I try hard to control my sighing.
If only I knew where I could find God!
I would go where he lives."

"Would he sue me and hide behind great legal maneuvers?
No, he certainly would press charges against me.
Then decent people could argue with him, and I would escape my judgement forever.
However, if I go east, he isn't there.
If I go west, I can't find him.
If I go northward, where he is at work, I can't observe him.
If I turn southward, I can't see him.
I can't find him because he knows the road I take.
When he tests me, I'll come out as pure as gold.
I have followed his footsteps closely.
I have stayed on his path and did not turn from it.
I have not left his commands behind.
I have treasured his words in my heart."

"El has discouraged me.
Shadday has filled me with terror.
But I am not silenced by the dark or by the thick darkness that covers my face."