Ghost Pains Lyrics

I am a negative mess, I'm always angry or depressed. My motives are selfish my pride is broken. Don't count on me when you need someone to be there. (Be there) I'm stuck in my ways I can't change so easily. How is anyone supposed to love me when I don't even love myself? We are raised to fear what we don't understand and so we'll stand petrified to the unknown. I don't need saving. What's within your heart? You've been gone from the start. Can you see what I have done? See what I've become. I can't stand the sight of You, always had me believe that I was nothing to anyone I was just a mistake to you a burden that ruined your life. So fuck you and what you believe this is my life and I will be who I choose to be. Youth lost despite my efforts, forced to age so easily. Go to school get a job pay your bills and die. There's no way that this is all there is to life. No way that this is all there is. How is anyone supposed to love me when I don't even love myself? We are raised to fear what we don't understand and so we stand petrified to the unknown. I don't need saving. What's within your heart? You've been gone from the start. Can you see what I have done? See what I've become
Like a bird that tries to fly higher than its wings will allow it to soar, I too search for a sense of something more. Way up in the sky I won't fall again, fall again. (X4) What's within your heart? You've been gone from the start. Can you see what I have done? See what I've become. (I have finally found my way.)