Where It All Went Wrong Lyrics

What if this isn't me
This has consumed everything
And I swear I'm leading myself away
Away into a place I don't miss
You and I, we know this place, its not real
Where we can believe in whatever we need
I can never feel this way again
It's just a land of thoughts
I will take everything I need
This was dropped on me so suddenly
And I'm trying to think of where it all went wrong
Was it me, or Was I just not worth it?
Because these thoughts still are haunting me
I have no control of my own mind
With a soul of its own
We have dipped to a new high
Threw our thoughts to the other side
Was it all worth it?
To treat me this way
You scared me for life
I just can't forget all the pain and hurt you put me through
You are just a part of me
And I just can't seem to forget this shit
This gate has opened
The city has became a ruin
Lost in the trails in time
This beast we have created is only the mirror
I wish we would wake up from this dream
We have lied ourselves into debt
This was dropped on me so suddenly
And I'm trying to think of where it all went wrong
Was it me, or was I just not worth it?
Because these thoughts still are haunting me
I have no control of my own mind
With a soul of its own, we have dipped to a new high
Threw our thoughts to the other side
I wish we could wake up from this dream
We have lied to ourselves
I hate everything we have become
We have turned into cancer