Doldrums Lyrics

I can not move, end this stasis, and I did not choose, this crisis
Lost within this world i have created treading water just to stay alive
Grieving for the lives i have forsaken, excess baggage that i left behind
Riding on the light of comprehension still blind to the world in my eyes
Wracked with fear regret and apprehension, afraid to live, afraid to die
Stuck in this windless dead calm sea
Starring hard into the eyes of mortality
Has my life been pointless was it just a dream, what happened to my trust
So obscene, fly away from others, still they drag you down
Yes i choose to run now, safe will bring you none
Waiting on your mercy, waste of time, stuck in the doldrums of my mind
I did not come this far just to die
I can not move, end this stasis
I did not choose, fuck indifference
In the doldrums, life is meaningless
Steering away from others, still they drag you down
Yes i choose to run now, youthocide will be done
I’m the one inside you when the mirror suffers
It’s just a shadow of life, determined to fight
You will always be waiting with your soul out
Until you beg for life
I can not move, end this stasis
I did not choose, fuck Indifference
In the doldrums, life is meaningless