Creeping Lyrics

I've been patient in my recognition of this disease
Devouring what I please
I never thought I'd see my sins catching up to me
The lines in my face are no longer clean
I've caught the stink of my youthful light dimming

How can I support a family with my own knees buckling under me

My body's aching, creaking, cracking
My age is creeping quicker than the scheming of death
Why has beauty left
Why has my indulgence surfaced
I look like the pig I've always been
The swine of selfish indulgence
The gift of genes has been unwrapped and pawned
I am re-sold