Inner Sanctum Lyrics

I feel alone and cold
No trace of feelings in my empty soul
Shrouded by the fears
Staring through eyes - beyond tears
It's been a long and lonely road
I've lived two lives or so I'm told
In search of internal peace
Desperation and anger soon will cease

Seems like I've been here before
I look to the past but see a closed door
Struggle to take a glimpse outside
The courage to look I cannot find
The future's a window for me,
but black clouds obscure what I can see
Confined by these walls - the days go by
Turn into years in a blink of an eye

If you could only picture what I feel inside
Could you hold me?
Or would you run and hide?

Hope feels so far away
Gathering strength to get through
the day is all that I have left
Existence resembles the void of death