No more helpfull peace, Pt.I Lyrics

Just look how it rises
Only wanna making climb along me
Poisonous addiction
That takes my soul out of me
What does this shit mean and
Won't I ever understand
Why I am still falling down ? Then
Will I sink if I tryna drown ? And
Will this ever ending simply ?
Why am I feeling so empty ?
And burned toward the prize
That's waited
Only wanna keeping me excited
Cos' I am so insane
No I cannot even stop watching
No It won't ever gonna stop shining
Stuck into those arms
That won't ever let me go ahead
While one hand catches the clouds
And makes me flying
Other hand may touch the dark
And then dying
There is some blood over there
Cannot make any description
All this blood flows down there
That is filling all my field of vision
Where's the knife that cut me out here ?
It never stops persecutions
Everytime I'm paralyzed
Won't ever believe those lies
There is a sound in the air
Can't make any description
This loud sound overbears
The surrounded illusions
I looked over your head
I saw nothing but a dead
Girl chest, on the ground
Guess that's the reason of that awful sound
Awful sound...