Regrets Lyrics

How long has this thing gone on
'cause the signs were there
No I don't want to go
Back to the white house of pain

I thought that this would be over by now
That's what they said and I believed
This must be a nightmare
I just can't find a way out of it
To make it all undone

If I could go back in time
I would change everything
But it's a dream within a dream
I feel like I'm drowning
Down in this ocean of regrets

I could have been so much better a friend to you all
Stronger an enemy
How could I be so blinded?
I threw away my last lifeline for fear to lose
And I've let you all down
Can't step away from the void now
Without crossing the edge

I can never make it back again
I have forsaken you for too long
Now I know you won't forgive me anymore
I'm filled with regret
I can't help it, I can't take it anymore