Sadness Contemplates One's Past Life Lyrics

I have lived here all my life
In the ebony abyss of hell.
I put away in the dark past
Guardian in the frozen gates.

Shepherd (of a) pack
Of damned wolves
Wretched outcasts of armagedon
Condemned to roam
(The) land (of no) return
(To they was) torn between
Fear and desire .

Torment, pain, sorrow
Mourning, tears, howls,
for the escape.

Their bodies writhe in ecstasy
Their minds scream out in agony.
(They were) staring into the distance
(They) contemplate one's past life.

SADNESS!!!

(They) attempted to escape but failed
The brutal truth, it haunts me.
The twisted thoughts remain
Graven on my memory.