Euphoric Anguish Lyrics

Riddled with this self-destructive disease
Drawn to morbid acts with shocking degrees
It starts with gnawing
The lips and the fingers

Feelings of euphoria and pain complement
One another, satisfaction is discovered
Curiosity
Furthers activity

Finger nails slipping off the skin
Pus and blood can't even hold them in

Bleeding from the lips and the gums nothing will stop me from harboring
This hate of the life I was born into; it haunts me
Progression towards a new level of violent tendencies
Slamming head into wall, I can feel my cracked skull bleed

My genes: tainted with an evil
So mean, there exists no equal

Unseen, untreated disorder
Make clean this atrocious harbor

Dark, vivid nightmares
Haunt my life, fill the air
As the brushes empty buckets
Sharpened knives will have to cut it
Bring to life nightmares
Captivate and ensnare

Bleeding out and rusting
This body is disgusting
Time too start entrusting
My life to this pathology

Pursuits to return my spirit back

Flinging my defunct corpse onto the track

Iron grinding my face into the ground
What a blissful sensation; what a sound
Eyeballs, organs, and teeth flying all around
Feelings of joy and ecstasy abound

Dark, vivid nightmares
Haunt my life, fill the air
Joy found in anguish
A salacious affair
Bring to life nightmares
Captivate and ensnare
Join me in hell
Guarantee you will find me there