Thoughts of Death Lyrics

One question has been torturing me,
What was the last thought about?
In the head shot, in the head hung,
In the head decapitated,
In the head suffocated and smashed.
What was the last thought about?

My ship goes down, into the deep,
I'm all alone, the death is near.
I'm drowning in this dark cold water,
I'm not afraid, my mind is clear,
I see no light, I feel no fear,
No voice of suffering,
Only dark blue sea,
I put coins on my eyes,
I lay down, I'm waiting for you to come,
Please take me down,
I left no letter, no words are needed,
No one will know, no one will ever know,
My role of derelict was played with pride,
The death is here, it is so quite.

What was the last thought about?