Watch You Die Again Lyrics

Sit in circles trying to fuck with the dead, It always fucks with me instead. When you were here we didn't talk but now suddenly I've found all the words I should've said. But I'll never be able to tell, We're cursed souls in parallel. Already have what I've been looking for, but I will never give it to myself. Run in circles trying to fix your life, Or find morbid ways to kill the time. You spread your hand and lay it on the ground and stab the space between your fingers with the top of a knife. You can't calm yourself down When you know there's no way out. You tried to start a new thread, but you pulled it ‘til you found the same bitter end. I saw you dying in my sleep (and now I'm not waking up, I swear I held you close now it's not enough) The killer looked a lot like me (Gouge out both my eyes, I swear I just can't bear to Watch you die again) So are you talking to yourself, Or are you talking to a ghost? Ain't it funny honey, doesn't matter who cause in the end the words haunt you the most. Tried to open yourself up, You felt worse and just gave up. Your body language said it all, "Just get out." (So do you feel better yet?) I saw your burial last week (and now you're not waking up, I swear I held you close now it's not enough) Been seven days, I still can't eat (Bones shown through my skin, I swear I just can't bear to Watch you die again) I saw you dying in my sleep (and now I'm not waking up, I swear I held you close now it's not enough) Been seven days, I still can't eat (Bones shown through my skin, I swear I just can't bear to let you in) To tell you I'm sorry, to feel your last heartbeats, To beg you to haunt me everyday. Retinal burn of your body, Can't remember you fondly, cause I swear I just can't bear to Watch you die again.