Deteriorating Structure Lyrics

Damaged inside. Running out the clock. Tell myself it's just a phase but it will never stop. I hate everything I am and all these thoughts that cloud my head, so I'll kill all you parasites with a bullet to my head. Surrounded by you all I scream "this is it". Put the barrel in my mouth and blow the roof right off the bitch. Fragments of my brain fly all over the place and my memories and emotions slide down your fucking face. Cries and screams drown out any outside sound. My motherfucking skull is shattered on the ground. The floor is now covered with anger, pain, and love cause I pulled the goddamn trigger and freed the fucking dove. Surrounded by sadistic lunatics, my hate becomes a mirror. I'm a hypocrite and a worthless prick and I wouldn't mind killing you inside with the way that I die. Fear deteriorating at the hand of disease. Fear living life as a parasitic failure. Fear all the ideas I implant in my head. Fear what is to be. Deteriorating structure, crumbling image. Deteriorating structure, existence deleted.