The Entire History of You Lyrics

I'm finding myself less and less
To decline
Something to feel
Something to taste
To let go of my mind
Through drug abuse
And all the pain
I know
That I have changed
To be just like you
Every single time
I think of you
I can't help but get upset
Constant , disgusted Outrageous and nauseous
You know that I'm not sleeping well But you don't fucking care
My dreams are depleting Just tainted and lonely
I'm sorry that it's come to this My greatest fear that
I couldn't resist
It made so much sense to do what you did But telling me "you're okay" is the opposite
I wish I could say
What you did to me Without sounding like a hypocrite
I just can't do this anymore I'm sick of being ignored
I'm finding myself less and less To decline Something to feel Something to taste
To let go of my mind
Through drug abuse And all the pain
I know
That I have changed To be just like you
Take me away to a place
That can't hurt me
Take me away to a place that won't leave me Take me away from here
I'm coming down
I feel I'm the poison That's killing you So sweet
So selfish
Goodbye
I can't look at you
I feel so sick
So sick of who I am So Sick of fucking trying I don't want to pretend That I'm okay with this
I'm killing myself
Just to fix what you've broken
You've taken all of me
I hope you like what you've stolen
I'm getting withdrawals My head is so cluttered What have I become I've never been so disgusted
You know who you are
You know who you are
Why won't you help me? Why won't you look at me? I'm the one that you refuse to see
I don't know what to say to you you were never there
You were never there
Why won't you look at me? Why are you scared of me?