Ending (After II) Lyrics

Nine months have passed.
And now every word is running through my head.
So please, won’t you tell me.
Was it all worth it?
Tell me you love me, I’m sure I’ll believe it.
I feel so used, so washed up and worthless.
Lying to myself and saying things will get better.
But fuck all of this, and fuck every memory.

Soon I’ll be gone, and just another rebound.
Soon I’ll be gone, and just another one.

All of your lies, swarm to me like flies.
Please tell me that this is how it’s going to end.
Am I even human? Or completely brain dead.
Slowly feeling all of my blood drain from my throat.

I feel sick
I feel my stomach turn,
As I watch you wash yourself in his skin.

This is where I,
Took my own life.
And threw it away.
Just for you.

Tell me that you care,
Even false hope is a cure for constant downfall