Suffering, Beloved Lyrics

I stand here still
under these gloomy skies
the rain steals my tears
so I can't feel my wear
My doom seems written
in a life so violent
no way to come back
to the beloved womb
I know my weaknesses
and I, I hate them
and with all my might
I hate myself
My doom seems written
in a life so violent
no way to come back
to the beloved womb
The path in which I stand
is completely black
Under this rain
I embrace my pain
The heart in which I believe
is completely sick
I'm crying
I'm dying
why I exist?
why I live?
my time
runs down
the loneliness overwhelms me
this forest will keep my howls
this ground of bloody witnesses
will soon takes me forever