Hollow Lyrics

Since the first time I felt this, this recursive feeling
I'm so tired of this fight, so tired of letting go
I thought it was good for me, even if it was hurting me
Inside the chest, inside the heart

I'm a slave to this empty room
That makes me feel as though I am fucking dead
I hate the world that made me hate myself
I hate those days I'm trying to forget
But memories remain, they are buried in me

And now, I have to find the person I used to be
'Cause growing up I've lost the nerve of letting go
Insecurities and worries that once I have ignored
Now are choking me

I've become a shadow of myself

A silent sound that steals my sleep
The reason why these demons are here

Take me back to the ocean
Where this shipwreck lay so sweet, to my eyes
I am fainting, I am falling
Tears will fall from my empty eyes
Tears will fall from my blinded eyes
I am fainting, I am falling
This decay, this self-decay, I never thought it would impact me so strongly
I hurt my friends, I hurt my family
Who slowly started to leave me alone, but I never blamed them
'Cause the blame was all on me and now I realise this
I hurt my friends, I hurt my family
But now it's too fucking late to find shallow excuses
Empty excuses, as empty as me
Day by day I feel more hollow
I'm sick of fighting this weight
Can you fix me now?

Take me back to the ocean
Where this shipwreck lay so sweet, to my eyes
I am fainting, I am falling
Tears will fall from my empty eyes
Tears will fall from my blinded eyes
I am fainting, I am falling