Shadowed in Darkness Lyrics

The suffering always to remain
My death shall be in vain
Laying here pondering upon
The destroyed years, no trust beyond these tears

Shadowed in darkness
Suffocating in loneliness
Within my mind
Love, loss, and despair is mine

Looking forward in the haze
These possibly my last days
Falter upon thy knees
Only the darkness I can see

How does it come to this
Agony that doesn't resist
Anguish at your feet
This misery is such a treat
Self isolated pain I endure
Drowning in doubtful insecure
Losing myself inside more and more
See me bleed, feel my pain

This change that won't be the same
Self doubtful existence
Expiration of hope and happiness
My mind is all yours
Fighting life without purpose
Am I vision less to see
The love that's bestows me

Heart shadowed in fear
Alone at times I feel
Mourning for only ones heart
Harder then ever thought
Reaching out for you
Fading further out of view
Alone in my head I will always be
Actuality only for I to grieve