Enough

I'm constantly having that feeling that makes me think I'm not good enough
I can't feel my heartbeat, when did it stop beating?
And my lungs refuse to inhale new oxygen
Am I better off dead? Or will life bring me joy?

Every morning I struggle to find the strenght to make it through the day
But sometimes I let myself be overwhelmed and I give up

Do I deserve this pain, for what I've done?
Now that you sleep with someone else in the bed where I gave you my heart
Am I better off dead? Am I better off dead?

I lost you but I lost myself too
When I refused to heal my wounds
You digged your nails into me

Do I deserve this pain, for what I've done?
Now that you sleep with someone else in the bed where I gave you my heart

For two years I pretended to find myself in someone else
For two years I hoped to find a way to forgive
But I still haunt you in my sleep
Bury me or let me sleep to death
‘cause I can't handle this no more
I'm so sick of sleeping on the floor
After all these years do you still love me?

Do I deserve this pain, for what I've done?
Now that you sleep with someone else in the bed where I gave you my heart
Do I deserve this pain, for what I've done?
Now that you sleep with someone else in the bed where I gave you my rotten love