IV Lyrics

And so this desert is my home.
What once looked dry and barren
Begins to birth miraged fauna.
And I, with amnesia,
Begin to eat of this earth
And scratch a living off rocks.
But gnawing emptiness gently compels -
A thirst, a light,
A touch of Divine.
It used to be strong, reminding me of
The stone from which I was hewn.
But now I'm a corpse, lying in battle,
Decaying for darkness to feast upon.
He's winning the war!
HE'S WINNING THE WAR!
And I cannot remember my name.
Oh my God! Can You hear me?
How deep is this grace
I've heard of passed down?
What is Your heart toward me?
Is it true, the words You speak?
Can You meet me in
The depths of this place?
Or do I fall short of Your pity?
I can't change myself.
I can't rouse my heart for You.
If I must pass some test, I'm doomed.
Oh, to catch Your eye
Or move Your hand to touch me.
I'm losing my desire to see Your face.
I'm losing my memory.
I'm comfortably numb,
This grey fucking world drips steadily.
Am I Your son?
Have I ever been?
Or am I a bastard
Living in meaningless chaos?
When will this end?
Oh, please God come get me,
And stop at nothing.
I give myself over.
TAKE ME BACK SOMEHOW!
This, my final plea.