What Is Wrong with You? Lyrics

and they keep asking "what is wrong with you?"
and i can't explain it myself
should've asked years ago
now i've been like this for too long
and i feel like there's no turning back
but they keep asking again and again
it doesn't really help, you know
isn't it obvious?
it's written on my fucking face
it's in the looks i give you
isn't it obvious?
i am a living dissonance
i'm disgusted by myself, yet i'm better than everyone else
i want to end it all, yet i'm still hoping for something good
i'm tired of loving a ghost, but i can't betray it by finding someone else
i am a living dissonance