Conduit Lyrics

Oh all the ways you've caught me drowning
Do you pray for this?
Do you hope for the best?
All the combinations of words I could speak
I will spill them all
I will empty out my lungs

All that I want
Is to be the only voice when I'm all alone
They're dragging me back
Holding me down
I'm living a lost cause

Balance the flow of my conscience
My counterpart is a conduit
For the criminal in me
Carefully extracting all that I need to see
Through sunken eyes
There's no need to cross your heart
When you hope to die
The coward protests
The hopeful repent
Bright nights and dark days I live
Not a moment can pass
When hatred is all that I have
Bright nights and dark days I live
Bright nights and dark days I live
Not a moment can pass
When hatred is all that I have
Not a moment can pass
Rebirth was the only chance
I was never the same not after that day
I've been waiting to change
I'm still waiting to change
I'll always be waiting
I'll always be waiting
All that I want
Is to be the only voice when I'm all alone
They're dragging me back
Holding me down
I'm living a lost cause

I'm living a lost cause
They're dragging me back in
Holding me down
I will empty my lungs
Diving back into the void
Catching up to the voices that kept me alive
In times of distress
I beg them to die
I beg them to die
Counting the days I've wasted
It's getting so hard I am growing impatient
I was never the same
Not after that day
Not after that day