Deep Down Lyrics

Deep down I relive the moments I would dread upon
To feel something
To remember something other than this
The only light in the room I despise
I've tried to empty out the hole
It's filled with what you couldn't use and left behind
Try to see clear through the shattered mind
Please speak sincerely
I am scratching and scraping at corners
I never thought that I could find
Deep down did I leave my life to chance
Deep down did I leave this all to chance

When you only crave sleep in the morning
And the lights won't fade
When your body's aching
I'm losing time, losing sight
When the bottle is empty
And the space is cold
Where you used to lay
Deep down
Will I ever be the same?

When did the life leave your eyes?
Little soul I've been wasting away
Buried alive
This skin is nothing a wasted purpose
Holding an empty body
How will you fill the cracks you've made?
My chest is a breeding ground
For all of your fucking mistakes
Deep down I can still hear that voice
Just a ghost to me
Or was there ever a sound at all?
Keep choking down the thought
Down deep
When you only crave sleep in the morning
And the lights won't fade
When your body's aching
I'm losing time, losing sight
When the bottle is empty
And the space is cold
Where you used to lay
Deep down, will I ever be the same?
Does it ever end?
I can feel it sinking like a shrouded pain
I've kept for so long
Why the fuck is it better to have loved and lost?
Why the fuck is it better to have loved and lost?