Defying My Master Lyrics

This time I found myself in the woods,
the result of a successful kidnapping
She was only seventeen, but I could be wrong
she was all the woman I needed her to be

I knew I had this coming
since God wished her dead and I refused
She woke something peculiar within me
which made me sweat and act confused

I defiled her twice to the sounds of her screams
She owned the key to the door of my dreams
and I could not let her die like this
seduced by the sweetness of her lips

The hunter became the hunted
My connection with Him had seized to be
I was left to my own devices
but I never felt so free

I think I felt what others call love
It was a new sensation to me
All I ever knew I had to question now
and it made me sick to my stomach somehow

Whose orders had I been carrying out?
Was it Satan who spoke to me?
Am I a misunderstood servant of God in distress
or the insane murderer they describe in the press