No Heights a Home Lyrics

SINCE YOUTH AGO WAS A
HELL HOLE LOCKED ‘N LOADED
THEY TOOK ME IN
NOW I’M DYING TO BREAK OUT

TRAPPED IN SINCE YOUTH
WALLS NOT BULLETPROOF
ONE EASY WAY TO MAKE HOME A TARGET

THE BLACKBOOK GETS DELAYED
SO THE HEIGHTS CAN HAVE THEIR WAY
SLIT MY WRISTS
FEED ME MY OWN AGGRESSION

BROUGHT DOWN TO MY KNEES
I DARE NOT DISAGREE
FOR THE PAIN I FEEL
YET CANNOT FUCKING SEE

MANY YEARS AGO
I COULDN'T THINK STRAIGHT FOR MYSELF
I WAS ABANDONED BY THE ONES WHO GAVE ME LIFE
ADDICTED TO A SEPARATE WORLD OTHER THAN OUR OWN
HALLUCINATING ME WAS REAL
BUT YOU CAN’T THINK OR FEEL

FEELING IS SO RARE
A DOWNFALL WITHOUT CARE
A SCAPEGOAT FOR ALL THE EYES TO SEE

EYES OF BLACK AND BLUE
HARD TO SEE YOU
HANGING BY A NAIL
TORTURED STATUE

BLACKBOOK GET DELAYED
SO THE HEIGHTS CAN HAVE THEIR WAY
SLIT MY WRISTS FEED ME MY OWN AGGRESSION

BROUGHT DOWN TO MY KNEES
I DARE NOT DISAGREE
FOR THE PAIN I FEEL
YET CANNOT FUCKING SEE

I SEE MY YOUTH
FLOWING THROUGH MY HAND
NO SHAME NO GUILT
THERE'S NOTHING HERE

SHEETS OF BLACK
PLACED OVERHEAD
NO HEIGHTS A HOME
I'D BE BETTER OFF DEAD