Becoming Nothingness Lyrics

My hour glass is halfway empty,
Will this change who I am inside?
I can't see the point that they see,
I am not broken or the same Anymore.
The line in the sand is drawn,
I can't go back to what I was.

The line in the sand is drawn,
I can't go back to what I was.
If it is my time to see life,
It is hard to see,
All has been taken from me.

The ghost of past is still haunting me,
Possessing the last will I have that's in me.
The only way I can find to suppress them,
Is to give in, and for someone to care for me.
If it is my to turn scream aloud,
But sadly, the silence is bliss.
If it is my time to go now as I become nothingness.
I will not give up on myself,
Not going to give into my own hell.
I won't give into my own sadness,
You can break me down
But I will not give into my madness.

The line in the sand is drawn,
I can't go back to what I was.
If it is my time to see beyond.
Sadly, I'm still blind within.
If it is my turn to cry out again,
Sadly, my tears turn to mist.
If it is my time to go my old friend,
Let me become nothingness Alone.

I'm not broken and not the same.
I will not give up on myself.
Not going to give into my hell.
I won't give into my own sadness.