Crxss My Heart Lyrics

One night short of neurosis
Life long history of self diagnosing
Who do I give my time to, what am I supposed to do
Stuck between a rock and you
I'm running out of time

Every light is too bright
Even as it falls out of my sight
And once it's out so am I
Follow my own darkness into the night

Destination unspecified
Dedicated to the boy that always cried
Why do I feel this way day after day after fucking day
Another promise I can't keep

I perform in all of these ways
But my mask is showing signs of it's age
I can't keep this up much longer
I know I used to be stronger

It starts in my head behind my eyes
Acid in my gut, dynamite spine
Devastated
Torn apart
Shred, dead, put myself together again
Before you leave there better at least be a goodbye
Do you promise do you swear cross your heart hope to die

I've been pushed to my boundaries
Cross my heart, hope to die