Choke Lyrics

Over time, I let that seed of uncertainty
bloom into a tree. A tree which cannot be cut down for me.
A compulsion which befell every part of me. I had crawled back
into the rabbit hole I thought I'd never return to, but I am accustomed.

To avoid any leaves of self doubt amidst loved ones.
The dirt and earth collapsed and trickled down above me,
behind me, as I burrowed deeper and deeper.
The more I struggle, the more I die.

Inevitability of darkness. What once was a seed of doubt
are roots that shelter me and remind me where I belong --
In a hole.
I choke on the world. I choke on the world.
And I swallow its contents painfully, yet willingly.