Down (feat. DaBoiJ) Lyrics

On and on my minds a clock that just never stops
Been down for six weeks
Count the hours of sleep I never got

Ask me one time I'll say
I'm doing fine
Ask me two times I'll say
I'm doing fine
Third time you knows a fuckin lie
Hurt myself just to come alive

Everyday I awake
Take a drink numb the pain
Drop a note make it rain
But you know shit be fake
Buy a gun hold it tight
Keep it on my bedside
Pull the trigger say goodnight
Yo what the fuck is this?

I ain't sick motherfucker
But I can't get outa bed
You ever feel that barrel
Get close to your head
Forget what i said
Forget what I meant
Forget bein alive I'd rather be dead
What

(Always down, always down)
Always down and can't seem to look up
I'm all I have to blame

(Im all I have to blame)
Everyday I feel something different
But it all just stays the same

I'll say I'm doing fine
But I'll never be okay

(On and on my minds...)

Man I been down like undergrounnd
No Tony hawk sittin in the park while it's dark nigga fucked up
Fuck fame money & bitches im fucked up
The definition of failure... tough luck
Jaded & all I want is my enimies apart
Blank face blunt mouthed wit a empty heart
Feel like I'm stuck in the sea and all I see is sharks
Cant run away from the pain when all you see is the dark
Stuck in the game, mind gone insane, from the thangs that I got but
Is anger and pain, all that I'll gain when I get to the top
Feelin the highs to get from the lows
I'll never escape that's just how it goes
Takin a dose to Warm When you froze
Numb from the pain i feel like a ghost
Focus so I'll never fold
But Paranoias got ahold
Haters keep me on my toes
This fuckin game Is gettin old
Depression tryna burn me gota get up off the stove
Ain't tryna be another fuckin dead failer story told

(Always down, always down)
Always down and can't seem to look up
I'm all I have to blame

(Im all I have to blame)
Everyday I feel something different
But it all just stays the same