Dysmorphic Autophagia Lyrics

Overwhelmed with pure revulsion as I stare into the mirror.
Physically problematic attributes disdained in horror.

Social situational avoidance due to imaginary shortcomings.
Suicidal thoughts provoke me to eradicate these anomalies.
Mortified at the sight of myself, I must purge these deformities.
With a knife I begin slashing at the defects that inundate me.
Under the influence I slice the margins of my fucking face.
My fingers slide beneath the skin. Hell bent on self-mutilation.

With fervor I peel the skin away from my skull.
Created in God’s bizarre mutant-like image.

The need to completely destroy the bane of my appearance overcomes me.
Slicing what was once my face into smaller edible pieces.
Shoveling chunks of my own tissue into my goddamn mouth.
Masticating every piece to become fully digested.

Gazing deep into the mirror.
Grinning at the blood soaked mess.
Triumphant in my grisly deed.
Knowing I must finish myself off.

Faceless in my contemplation.
The pain unbearable.
Bolt-action chamber loaded - Staring down the business end.

Preparing myself for the blast to come.
Barrel in my mouth.
With no regret I pull the trigger.