Endless Grey Sky Lyrics

I've grown in the land of sorrow
Where only pain is given
Haunted by dreadful memories
Poisoned seeds thrive in me

I've walked below an endless grey sky
Following a deceiving light
Every step in the wrong direction
Swallowing sweat and sand

Longing for something unreal
Far away from my reach
Blinded by false words of hope
Nourishing the illusions

I've drowned in the lake of fears
Watching myself choke
Feeling no pity for this man
That never was me