Leaves in the Wind Lyrics

Leaves in the wind, raindrops slide on the window
and I, closed inside these walls, I'm overwhelmed by memories
memories of a carefree life, before I knew the truth.

I feel so tired, so empty
nothing can fill this chasm in my chest.
I don't want this life anymore.

I would not be born,
not be pierced by this cold knife,
by this empty life.
I'm dying inside.

Someone help me.