21, When I Died Lyrics

It started, I was young, I left it all behind
Delusion of negation, embedded in my mind
Denial of existence, (is) the centre of it all
Distorted my visions but I can't make that call

Playing the cards, that I've been dealt

It started, I was young, I left it all behind.
Delusion of negation, embedded in my mind
Denial of existence, (is) the centre of it all
Distorted my visions but I can't make that call

Deterioration of my body, is what I felt

To see, to bleed, to witness to what I've seen
To feel alive, not the self I've always been
To feel, alive, while my body is dead
Seeking help, my mind let go of what it had

I was 21, when I died