Productive Destruction Lyrics

Reality expires
quicker than I think
pressures of life
forced onto me
no escape
search to be free
pain is a lust
it blackens my soul
hazardous habits
grow uncontrolled
inhaled into a system
controlling my life
move by incentives
new state of mind
temporary relief to pass time
productive destruction of life
is what I find
evading the truth of my
blackest destination
deliberate death
self mutilation
my rest is labor
but pays my dues
corrode my mind what I choose
enslaved by fear
living my life
struggle to triumph
to be conquered in fight
with spirits to help
evil and sick
blackout in time
surviving the trick...