Bipolar Lyrics

So
It came here sooner than expected

I am falling up
I am rising down

And I drown
In seas of misery

Repeating mistakes now and again
Just only fools tend to do

And watching myself, doing the same

Mirror reflections
And condemnations

When I see I am torn apart

Mind dislocation
Way to damnation

I am trying I am trying so hard

Reality creeping from its lair
Reality the most haunting nightmare
Reality
It caught me off the guard again

Anxiety preying on my soul
Anxiety takes over control
Anxiety it kills my former human self

I need some sense to feel the pain
I hear the voice now in my brain
To try to try to cope with both of myselves