Divine Malediction Lyrics

Wasted so much time for search
Now that i`ve found you
I`m so dissapointed
You`re nothing i imagined you to be
Nothing i wanted you to be
My cold calculation
Has been wrong all along

That strange condition
Itch in the back of the head
Abnormal contradiction
Like finding unquestionable joy
In everyday, regular anger
Like living while being
So dead inside
Divine malediction

Condemned to live
Given illusion of choice
Grown not born
For demons to feed
Grown not born
For demons to feed

Not just a myth
A feeling so real
So unknown
Yet so very material
I wanted you
I needed you
I searched for you
Now i despise you